December 2008
63 posts
almost Bye Bye 2008
i could’ve had a better year, there were some rough times, but also some of the best times of my life.
i’m looking forward to the new people i’ll get to meet in the new year =)
“I’m just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.”
– Notting Hill (via littlemiss) (via kari-shma)
“Maybe she’s not the most beautiful girl in the world, and maybe she’s not the...”
– (via littlemiss) (via amandoline) (via skysignal)
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i’ve gotten more insight from johnny and the homicidal maniac than from anything else i’ve ever read.
i work at the raddest place ever
they gave us nike pro under shirts… so we didn’t get cold. =)
now…. just give us some free computers. =)
sometimes
i see that your online on facebook, and I know there’s a message from me waiting, i wonder why you don’t reply.
so the dream right now...a
a new macbook with the fastest processor and 320 harddrive with 4gb ram…
and to turn my current macbook into a modbook… =) i’d be all set for my career in graphic design
Axiotron : Modbook →
umm…. can i take up a donation?
Today...
i worked ten hours =(
i’m feeling pretty empty right now i guess, like, i fake all my emotions. i’m not sure what i would feel if i could right now. things have been going crazy and getting out of hand, and its not going to get better. i seem to be watching life go by right now, unsure what to think about most things. i’m not myself. i don’t think i’ve been myself...
Anberlin- the Runaways
Come closer now I know...
Dying Wish Of 4-Year-Old Girl - News- msnbc.com →
beautiful and forgotten.
skysignal:
havent-got-a-prayer:
Do you ever wake from a dream and wish you hadn’t? It had been such a nice scene, and then your eyes were open and your mind was pulled out of sleeping bliss. Perhaps you were in love, leaning in for that sensual touch or a beautiful kiss. Maybe your heart was pounding with the thrill of the chase, and the adventure was ended all too soon. Perhaps you even...
this was funny
a text from a guy in texas that i haven’t talked to in a few months:
“just heard on the radio someone got loose from the psych ward, running by hw30 wearin just a thong and riding a goat, i’ll com get u but i swear THIS is the LAST TIME.”
i laughed my ass off, that even after all this time, i’m the one of the people he thinks about when he thinks of a crazy person....
“Where did we ever get the crazy idea that in order to make children do better,...”
– Jane Nelson (via skysignal)
can't be
thresca:
You can’t be friends with an ex-lover who deeply hurt you, after all these years I’ve finally realized this. Because friends do not hurt friends. When all have been said and done, the betrayal is still there, even if the pain is gone. It’s better to lose that friendship rather than continually suffer from it.
if i were to drop out of college
i think i would go be an iron chef…..
i miss food, all the food on the food channel just looks so delicious =) i just want to eat all of it =)
“In love, never put yourself in a situation where you’re not sure where you are...”
– Author unknown. I found this in one of my old journals. (via skysignal)
It may not always be so
skysignal:
havent-got-a-prayer:
dominilucy:
by E. E. Cummings
It may not always be so; and I say that if your lips, which I have loved, should touch another’s, and you dear strong fingers clutch his heart, as mine in time not far away; if on another’s face your sweet hair lay in such a silence as i kow, or such great writhing words as, uttering overmuch, stand helplessly before the...
“How long has it been since someone touched part of you other than your body?”
– Laurel Hoodwrit (via lindsaydinkins) (via skysignal)
Guitar Hero 4: World Tour Song List | Guitar Hero... →
I Haven't Slept Yet
and there’s no point in being up,
but yet i’m awake. tralala.
haha man tonight = awesome. best night ever. i can’t believe i did it finally, stuff like this never happens. haha. awesome.
however, emmy… once second we love each other, the next we’re worried about whether or not we’re keeping secrets. this change happens so fast i can’t keep up, wtf, and...
watching vicious circle.
already laughing so hard i’m crying
“Goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone who means the world to you,...”
– (via littlemiss) (via sunlit-skies) (via skysignal)
so what had happened was...
according to witnesses, since i can’t remember anything past around 11:
we left the row and went to the apartments, right around the time i blacked out. we were at Nick’s apartment and i was laying on the floor pretty much comatose, i apparently started crying because i didn’t want emmy to leave me, and congrats, she didn’t. then we left, idk, i was pretty much carried....
Zombie Haiku
skysignal:
unicornology: homecoming:
Zombie Haiku by Dylan Thomas Do not go gentle into that zombie plagued night. And take the shotgun.
Zombie Haiku by Silvia Plath From head to black shoe, daddy, I had to eat you because I’m starving.
Zombie Haiku by Robert Frost Two lobes in the skull. I eat the bloodier one – not much difference.
Zombie Haiku by e.e. cummings if anyone lived ...
superficiality
Me: smoking is just bad for your skin, so it makes you look older!
Me: which is another very superficial reason i would never start. i think half of my reasons to do anything are very superficial.
Thomas: haha.
Me: i guess i'm just not a very deep person
Thomas: deep people can have superficial reasons for things.
isn't that the whole point of aesthetic?
Me: well. i am all about the aesthetics of things,
i am into visual arts
Thomas: indeeeeeed.
Me: yea.. i can be pompous all i want about the way things look, i mean that my job.
Thomas: hahahaha/
Me: haha, i now have an excuse to be completely superficial. makes me excited